Welcome Don, you sound EXACLY like me EXACLY. I finally got off my duff and made an appointment to receive help. It is disturbing to me that we are so alike. I know how I feel, but I don’t think that I could have worded my problems as well as you have. Everyone thinks that I am just a dippy blond who stairs off into space. I know my IQ is above average, but it feels like I cannot focus long enough on anything to be better than I am now. It took everything just to get my BA, or to do anything that I wish to achieve, and forget math. Please keep me updated on the therapies/medications you are trying, and I will do the same when I start. (For me) physical activity outside helps jogging etc. it clears my head some. That is all the real help I can give you since I suffer as well.