Thanks. I'm still waiting to see a therapist. But I'm beginning to wonder now what these past few weeks have really been about. I don't really feel anything right now at all. Not overly excited, not depressed. Just neutral. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. But I almost feel like a fraud for the way I was behaving, to suddenly feel so "normal" practically over night. I said yesterday I felt like I was going up, but that seems to have fizzled quickly and now I am just not feeling much of anything.

Anyone here ever experienced anything like this or know anyone who has? It just seems so strange to just level right off so suddenly, I guess. Maybe I should just shut up and be grateful but I would appreciate hearing if anyone has any clue as to what is going on.