I’m like, not hungry today at all. I ate half my breakfast and only a banana and broccoli for lunch, none of my chicken. I don’t want anything for dinner although I will later I’m sure. And I’m sure it won’t be anything good that I pick lol.

Seems my appetite coincides with my mood disturbances, specifically hypo and mixed. But that hasn’t always been the case but I’m not sure maybe it has I dunno. I was stable for so effing long!!!! But over the summer I couldn’t eat right for like a month. Right now I don’t feel like I can’t eat, just don’t want to. Hungry but not hungry right?

I’m in my car jamming waiting for my therapy appt. I’m tapping my legs like crazy. I’m physically tired from work but mentally I’m ****ing jazzed. Pretty sure there will be a snow day tomorrow, NJ declared state of emergency. But I don’t think we will get enough to be closed Thursday as well. Just as well, we’re out of snow days and I don’t want them to take from spring break!!!

I wonder when I’ll crash and for how long. I was down for three days over the weekend, or was it two?? I don’t recall.

I didn’t have to take Ativan today. Still nervous about the police but not as scared as I was.

Wonder what my T Will say!