Wow..

I CAN UNDERSTAND....You may not nessesarily understand the REASON...but you may have a feeling that the fact you don`t know about it doesn`t mean it doesn`t exist!

Am i right?
Again i may be wrong in understanding you completely, but who hasn`t felt like that...like you do...

I once ran to throw up in that place that`s called "CoffelPrint"...and suffered like hell untill i got home. Good for you, that you are at home in your bed when you are sick...but whatever,,,we are never alone, because we are all one, and because the Unuvers, God, or whatever you may call it is always THERE. with you, helps you inways you may not yet understand.

Anyways, what i wanted to tell you is that sometimes we want to let go of control....i don`t know if you have...I felts stressed many times when i believed "I should know" I should do" "I should decide"
But is that true?? everyhting in life is true only to an extent that we believe in it.

When you feel better you may want to try to get out of home and go outside...even for a few minuts just looking at trees, susset, he sea if you have it neaby, etc. Know that you are one. with them. You are part of all this powerful and graceful nature. try to htink of NOHTING....It helps to improve my mood. Maybe it will improve yours, too....
Damn..i missed hours and hours of lessons just becasue i was too stressed and terrifired and mad and those %#@&#! studies to do my homework appropriatly.....I can relate to this skipping school feeling mentaly troubled. It should be taken care of the same way our physical health is.

hugs