Tomorrow, will you remember what we talked about last week? Will you remember what I emailed? Twice? If you do remember and ask about it, do I tell you that I have pushed those memories and emotions back deep inside? That the disordered eating is again quite disordered since I pushed those emotions inside? Do I tell you that since I pushed those emotions aside I feel no emotions? It used to be that you remembered what I emailed but the last two times you have not. Guess it is not that important. I feel disconnected and detached. Do I take my meds? So many questions. I bet I mess up tomorrow.