I've been trying to get over my first love too. She dumped me in March and here in January it still hurts me. It was very hard, there were LITERALLY billboards of her around the city. It seemed like I could never get away from her.

We haven't seen each other in a long time. It hurts me so bad to see her, so I decided just to break everything off. We still care about each other and we'll never totally lose track, but I just can't have her in my life. I need to move on. Maybe someday we'll be friends again but that isn't today and it isn't going to be tomorrow either.

Don't worry too much. You seem like a strong person. It hurts but things will get better.