Yes. I would feel the same way you feel. I would feel very hurt, left out, and rejected. I would keep wondering what it is that my husband gets out of watching porn when we have each other? I wish I could say the way you feel is flawed, because if I could say that it would mean that what your husband is doing is okay and you don't have to be concerned about it. But in all honesty, I think his use of porn (especially to such an extent) is of concern.