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Originally Posted by golden_eve
I really feel like throwing in the towel and offing myself. I am starting to feel like this is what the universe is pushing me to the brink of doing. Why the hell should I even stay or bother to fight anymore????? I have no fight left within me to continue battle after battle after battle. Once one ends, the next begins. I am DONE.
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Please don't do that.
I don't know you, but what I do know is this:
I literally didn't see anything I had to live for, I felt totally at the end like you.. but 7 years later I can't imagine having given up. Everyone I've met, all the joy my friends I currently have bring into my life. All the joy of life and nature, movies, songs, art, and all. I can't imagine having just given up in my darkest day even though that was my exact plan.
If you gave up today, I can 100% guarantee you that future you would've regretted it.
There's always a way.