I have these moments where I get hysterical. Like everything around me seems so complicated or frustrating that I just scream. My husband and family describe it as a situation happens but it gets out of control in my head so bad that the situation doesn’t make sense anymore. Either that or it’s over exaggerating to an extreme that it’s not healthy for me.

Eventually I calm down but it’s really scary for me. I think it’s triggered by stress or an event that happened because of ptsd. Clonopin is the only thing that instantly calms me during those situations.

I had an episode this morning and still feel on edge. It’s hard to describe the feeling but it’s like a thousand rushing thoughts. It’s just even scary to me because it’s like a blackout moment.

I have complex ptsd. I was wondering if anyone understands this feeling, or has advice?