Yeah. She is a wonderful friend. I know she is very concerned. She knows more than anybody else what is going on. I did call her earlier today. I do have to get out of the house to walk for a bit before my commitments this afternoon/evening. I also emailed T telling her I was struggling horribly and wondered if the Zoloft I have been taking for about 2 weeks is making me worse instead of better. I might not hear back from T until tonight or tomorrow. I fel bad that I told this friend everything. At the same time if I hadn’t she couldn’t have helped me stay safe last night and even into today. Not that everything is better. In fact I hate that she is almost a babysitter via phone right now. If I think about it too much I feel worse than last night...so I try not to. Anyway, I am grateful she is there but guilty at the same time.