T,

The Vulnerable Child part keeps wishing "she" could sit in your lap and have you stroke "her" hair. It's so childish of me. I know you say to be kind to the Vulnerable Child but I don't like these feelings. I know I'm supposed to use my Adult Self to comfort "her" but "she" wants you involved too. I just want to beat "her" up sometimes. Why do stupid imagery exercises again? It's just stupid unrealistic fantasy to fool myself like I did as I grew up. You're never going to stroke my hair and I'm an adult and too old for this stupid child feelings. And ewwww, why am I such a touch hungry freak? I never used to want affectionate touch. Stupid stupid feelings like this need to die. I should hurt myself every time I want safe touch from you. I'm so dirty and disgusting.