Ok, I guess all this exercise & working is the cold weather in my fields is MAKING ME HUNGRY.
I am so used to not being hungry & hardly eating much that this is driving me crazy & have to make sure I don't get into the gaining mode like I did once in tbe past after my first time with anorexia I dealt with & was hospitalized medically constantly during those years....promised myself after losing all that weight that I would NEVER allow that to happen again. I hate feeling hungry. With the anorexia, that hungry feeling went away completely.
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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