Until then, I am going to employ some kind of strategy to help me through. What? I dont' know. 1) The stay in my room at work strategy.

I don't know if T or anyone knows how painful and terrifying this is because words don't do it justice. I am so angry at this that I am going to get through this just out of spite. I don't care how it is done, even if I have to learn not to care what others think of me. I have some research to do on not caring I guess.