Saw t yesterday . It went very well. He is proud of my progress . He said I'm taking care of myself and seem to be doing a lot better . He asked me a question about my CSA. It hit me like a brick wall. I grimaced and turned away . T said what happened, did the voices come back? I said no, that just hit me like a brick wall, I was not ready for that. He said yes it seemed like it. He got me some coloring books and markers, saying we can use distraction. I was affected by it the rest of the day, but am doing okay today. I see him again in a week