So sorry your struggling so bad Virginaham.... If its any consultation, you certainly are not alone. I am really really struggling myself with treatment resistant depression. I feel all I can do is keep praying that this episode will lift eventually as the others have in the past years. Very difficult though, its been a year and 8 months with this episode, very discouraging. Anyway, sorry I have no advice for you, only that my heart goes out to you and that you are not alone in this batle. God have mercy on us please,...