I'm reading as much as I can, but just realize my issues make it hard for me to always be "present" and responsive as I'd like to be, so I just don't react at all sometimes. But I'd just like to remind everyone that I'd always like to give each of you what you need. Don't we all?! So *hugs* or sympathies to everyone!

in other news,

and just like that, today has been better! i had to demand that we hold off on doing taxes though. with the anxiety lifted, ive been so much better, but i know life doesn't work like that and as i've been reading, i'm probably going to have my theraputic efforts focused on this notion of tolerating distress. I absolutely can't do this on my own though. This thought terrifies me, particularly because of my physical heath issues, so I really hope I'll get good help!