OK It does seem like a conversion disorder. But what is wrong with me where this kind of thing can happen to me? I have had maybe two panic attacks over the past several years. My anxiety never gave me problems like this. Maybe it’s that I am getting older? What can I do to prevent this from happening? Can benzos help? I do not want to be drugged up, but I do not want that experience to happen again. I was so upset and a bit scared during this ordeal besides embarrassing myself in front of a judge. Not good. I am going to see my pdoc in order to rule out medication.