hey shattered,
Sorry you are struggling right now. Is there anything you can create (a hobby, a ritual, an outing etc.) to make yourself look forward to the summer or at least make it less grim? My father began snowboarding in the winter to battle his winter depressions and it did help some.
Otherwise we are here to see you through it. I am suffering right now too (although not with spring/summer depression) am I am always here to lend an understanding ear.
jacky
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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