Well, for me, having inadequate levels of social interaction and anxiety issues saddens me. At the same time, I gave up on a lot of aspects of socializing because I kept being mistreated or misunderstood by people over and over again, to the point where I eventually felt I probably prefer being on my own when help isn't required. So for me, I'm in a lose-lose situation, because while I have my own flat and I get peace in it, life feels rather uneventful with nobody around, and also lonely, but then not having any support workers (or trustworthy support workers) to do things with, means I cannot do much on my own.