I’m back to mild mixed today. Anxiety through the roof. Police paranoia and general paranoia. I felt like people were following me in the convenience store because I took cash out. I though I was going to get jumped for my cash. Uuuugh Ativan not helping.

Still talking to tinder guy but I don’t want to dump this **** on him since we haven’t even met yet. Trying to appear normal which is easy through text.

Hypomania was fun but I’m getting tired of the racing thoughts. I feel like I can’t remember anything and time is just ebbing and flowing. I ddidnt even know what date it was today. I can’t keep track.

Only one more day then the weekend. I can make it.