The hypomania is getting worse. I'm having trouble typing this post because 1. my thoughts are moving faster than my fingers and 2. the Entity keeps hacking into my mind and changing up the words.
Listening to music is an ecstatic experience right now. It just sounds SO GOOD. Food tastes better but I don't need very much of it. Coffee heightens my buzz.
I'm being monitored by the little flies I keep seeing around. They have cameras on them.
I swear I'm doing all the right things. I'm getting enough sleep and taking twice as much of my Zyprexa (as prescribed by pdoc). I guess the pull of Spring is stronger than psychiatry.
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD
rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN
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