I'm not exactly sure where to post this, so i'm going to do it here..

I have been struggling with this for a long time, after 8 years of bullying I assumed I was just socially awkward but it's more than that.

I feel almost unable to do tasks as other people do, and i'm unable to perform it to the same ability especially at work. All my words seem to combine, and many people have no idea what i'm trying to say.

People seem to steer away from me, and not want to have a conversation or be friends.

I also seem to be socially awkward to the extent where i'm unable to make friends, or join groups.

I have a lack of moral in which I don't believe in or fully trust the morals that I am suppose to believe.

Please help me, I'm really struggling in this!