My brain is not functioning. I am having trouble using my new phone. I can not figure out how to hang it up after I make a call. Well, maybe I will get better quickly enough just in time for job interviews that are most likely to come my way, quite possibly in the near future.

I do not know what I am going to do. I have become a bit emotionally unstable. I am still hanging together, but I do not know where this is all coming from. I should be happier than I am, but I am not. I need to get out of my house and do something, something that is not going to cost me any money. Maybe I should hike to the closest restaurant a couple miles from here, and drink water. I think I am going crazy. No matter what happens, I cannot go IP. I must survive this on my own. This needs to be possible.