Hello Lonewolf: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

Here are links to 4 articles on the subject of building self-esteem, from PsychCentral's archives, that may be of some interest:

https://psychcentral.com/blog/6-tips...r-self-esteem/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/self-es...that-can-help/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/8-sugg...ve-depression/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/how-to-...r-self-esteem/

One forum, here on PC, that may be of interest would be the habit change forum. Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/habit-change/

I don't know, of course, if you're here simply seeking advice with regard to this particular concern or if you plan to continue posting. However, should you be planning to continue on (we hope you do)... may I suggest you introduce yourself over on PC's New Member Introductions forum? Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/