I can't walk far at all. I had back surgery in 2009, my disc ruptured and I couldn't do anything. It was awful. Had surgery, got better. But have a partially numb left calf and foot. Had my psychosis in 2011. Was put on Seroquel. I didn't know anything about aps. Gained 50lbs. Was very traumatized by the psychosis, it had ptsd elements in it. Quit living life. Felt very ashamed. Back got worse bc weight gain.

Eventually went off Seroquel, but later down the road ended up IP bc I was in a bad mixed episode and was put on Zyprexa. I couldn't sleep on any thing else. Put on an additional 40lbs. I've lost 30 of that. But still have a ways to go.

Fast forward to now. Twisted my knee really bad on new years eve. It still hurts now and then. It's hard to bathe. I can't stand long bc of my back and now knee. I sprain my right knee and that makes it hard bc my left leg and foot is partially numb. I'm scared.

I'm gonna start pt, but I'm so scared I'll never get to being mobile like I was before my psychosis and meds. I'm thinking og joining weight watchers too. Mainly just to get the materials.

Is anyone else dealing with something similar? I would really appreciate any support while I make my way to being mobile again. Thanks