I feel you. I dropped out right after my 11th year of high school. I got a perfect 4.0 but I worked my *** off for it, and I skipped a lot of school while dealing with my at-home crap that no one noticed I was being abused. So I ended up failing a year and it set me back so hard it just depressed me to the point of quitting. I could have done so much academically if someone had just noticed I had a problem and helped me get help :/ The education system really fails the mentally ill/abused.