My dear friend boggie, the grass always looks greener in the other side.
You don't know what they have or are going thru.
Be happy with yourself.
Being alive and having a job is good enough for now.
Having the capacity to love and share it with your cats is priceless.
Focus in the positives. And look for a woman. She won't come knocking at your door.
You have to fight for it. Like you have fought for everything else.
You have a friend.