I would be content to be normal. I'd like to get those things back that I lost the last 40 years like my personality, confidence, attachment and laughter. I've had 15 hospitalizations and I'm headed towards the 16th (though none of them did me any good except for the last). I don't play video games.

The other night I told my one friend about my problems and I haven't heard from her since. I'm all alone.