Hi! thanks for your guys support. Yes, i have been to a doc countless times, been on meds havn't helped a bit, i've been to a therapist hasn't helped. I dropped out of school for the 3rd time about 5 months ago, i couldn't stay focused on school.. I can't hold a job for longer then a week it seems such a waste of time to me. I can't seem to find anything or anyone in life to lift my spirit. Depression has taken the better side of me. i just don't know what to do anymore, a doctor doesn't help, a therapist doesn't help, my family and friends don't help, meds don't even help. =(