I took a drive at 3am and thought about just driving 80mph into a tree and be done with it. I couldnt do it and felt like a coward. But then...i dont know if i want to die. I am just sick of living at this monent in time. The two thoughts dont mix and leave me confused
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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