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Thank you everyone. Its crazy when you think about it, how incredible it is to be able to come here and ppl automatically get exactley what you mean. Its a rare thing
Wild coyote and blue touched on touched on things holding me back abd it IS my children. I would hurt many other ppl by ending it but the pain i would inflict on the souls of my children is the reason i always turn away from the final solution.
I know things change. Especially with bipolar but the problem is they always end up coming full circle to feeling like this again
Thx for all your replies. I know we all struggle and yet everyone here is always at the ready to give support. I think thats so awesome
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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