So... something I've learned. If you think you're as low as you can go, maybe you're standing in a ditch. But, you could fall over and be lying there instead. Now I'm flat on my back.

And yes Mrs. Moggles, I've been avoiding suggestions of anger management attendance for the better half of my life. That's not the real issue though.

The real issue is I'm as far down as ever, and I'm never coming back up. I'm hopeless, heartbroken, tortured, plagued with terrible memories, traumatized, burnt out, rejected, spurned by the common person, and just ready for it to all stop... as if that's ever going to happen.