I have enjoyed a very calm, stable day free from terrible anxiety. I went to my nana’s 95th birthday party and it was very nice.

I’m still talking to tinder guy. I really really like him. He is amazing. I haven’t felt this way about someone since my husband. Seriously. I hope it develops into something meaningful. In a fit of hypomanic verbal vomit I already told him about bipolar and he SAYS he’s cool
With it. It will take a long time to trust a man again but I do like him. We are meeting on Tuesday. I do not want to move too fast because he could be a narcissistic abuser love bombing me right now but I hope not.

Work tomorrow...bleh. I don’t have a clue wtf we’re doing. As usual. Only 101 more days until the last day of school, and that’s counting weekends. I can make it!