Christina, from all I have read in your posts, you would be missed very much...and if your friends irl have issues with your medical or mental probs in your time of need, then they werent good friends to begin with...you can only walk so long on the tightrope of keeping others happy...soon the facade cracks and the walls come tumbling down oftern with crushing results!!!

Here if you wanna rant...take a deep breath and in and out through the nose nice and easy....picture the sea nice and serene...peaceful...hear a gull...another breath...in thru nose and out thru mouth...stretch arms over head like you are reaching for a star and RELAX you can and will make it to your appt... sorry...i always talk too much...lol melanie