I lost count...the thing is they kept giving my AD which made me worse even after the changed my diagnosis to BP....oh sure they combined them with mood stabilizers and AP but I can't take aADs at all or it throws me into a mixed episode which got me hospitalized. Got mad and said no more meds stayed out for years, not lovely years but my T told me I was manic and going to lose it if I didn't get medicated. They gave me trazodone for sleep and guess where I ended up? That's when I wised up that no AP ever in any combination and now take an AP and real sleep meds and have been hospital free since.