Molly, I felt the same way after high school. Only about 4 or 5 of my friends went to the college that I went to. We all had different majors, so we had very few classes together. I speak to my friends from that era once or twice a year if I'm lucky. You'll find that in time you will make new friends. As for your boyfriend, I know you miss him but if it is meant to be it will happen. I am very quiet and keep to myself until you get to know me. That sounds kinda like how you are. I solved my problem by focusing on making myself happy and doing things that I was passionate about. You will eventually meet people who are passionate about the same things that you are. Maybe you like riding horses, bowling, playing chess......doesn't matter what it is, there are other people that love the same things. It gives you something in common. You sound like a very nice person. Just give it some time. Good Luck, Cajun