Being a multiple...when depression hits.... it’s like hundreds of Other alters are depressed too..
Like a tsunami of depressive state into dates our isle of safety and I’ve hundreds wants to die...ouch.

But, we survive another day to strive and thrive again because of our condition (DID) we are endowed to survive again another day...we are built to keep survive regardless of our death wish (go figure). I wish you Other all’s the same regardless how close we are to ending it...I know...often too much...but here me roar...DONT GIVE UP!