It has been five days since my pdoc increased my Lithium and Lamotrogine due to a mixed state. Within two days I seemed to stabilise and come back to ‘reality ‘ but today I feel really off again. Was hoping it was all over. Today I swam at the beach and went to university. By the time I was at university I felt out of it and unable to take in what was taught. I embarrassed myself a few times when I put my hand up to speak. I don’t think I made much sense. Sigh ...

How long will it take for the med change to kick in? I see my T on Wednesday and pdoc Thursday. Hopefully they will be able to help me. Feel the crazy coming on again.