and el answered my question so well...and i belive that too..and agree..what do i do if i can't trust myself?????? i listen to someone who knows the real me...who i trust..who knows what im fighting for..who can remindme...get me safe...get me grounded...and then if if i believe someone who i trust..i will trust myself..that they are right..:-)...
so im gonna be ok...im gonna survive...
and im starting therapy next week and im so relieved and i could even say im actually happy right now...coz i know there is somthing that is going to start my journey to heal....
thanks el....for gettin me thru...for helpin me get thru my days that are so hard...for believing in me...
:-)
hugs hugs hugs!!!!!!!!!!!