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Old Jan 12, 2005, 05:18 PM
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I had an accident driving my father's car last month and now they are leaving me messages to talk to me about what happened I've all ready talked to them once and I am so nervous I just want to hide which is what I am doing right now. And I don't KNOW for sure what happened. I am so anxious my mind is running overtime and I am playing and replaying what happened. And I feel guilty if my dad's car insurance rates are raised and I am verging on scrupulosity re am I telling the truth about what happened?? I just don't know anymore. So I have the computer on my phone line and my cell phone turned off like a great big baby. I am just not going to call them today. Sorry. I hate phone calls. Why can't they mail me a form to fill out or something. And there is a part of me that feels "crazy" like my word is suspect anyway because I am so anxious which of course they have no way of knowing. And I was so stressed out after it happened I didn't dispute anything the other driver said at the time which was a mistake. I was just trying to be nice to her. Just venting here..........I have extreme social anxiety and I don't see how I can handle this. It is humiliating in the extreme.