Yes maybe that email wasn't worth acknowledging- but you made me feel like I was 14 again and reminded me of that psychology teacher who told me she would be there for me if I needed to talk,yet when I emailed took 34 days to respond back. I remember because I counted each day. I just wanted her to care so badly. I wanted you to care. You told me that you did, but I don't feel it and I'm tired of giving pieces of my heart away. Begging others to love me because I don't love myself.

So here I hate you for letting me get attached. I don't want to talk to you anymore. You hurt me just like everyone else except that I paid you to do it in the name of healing.