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Mar 13, 2018, 07:44 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
Posts: 768
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so I was gonna post this the other day, but got side-tracked and didn't get around to it. well, I gotta now.....
so I'm starting to get very concerned about this situation and its consequences/effects. long story short, my 97-year-old Grandma was just admitted to the hospital Monday, which was the second time in two and a half weeks!
I'm getting kinda scared cuz even though she is 97 years old, she was doing decent for her age. things kinda took a 'decent' downhill slide the past week and a half, where she went from being in an assisted living facility, to the nursing home, lost like ten pounds, and wasn't really eating or breathing too well! I saw her a week ago Friday and she was her usual self. but when I was in to see her on Saturday, it was like a complete 180! (just admitted to hospital for difficulty breathing)
she's a very special person to me, and not only because she's been my only grandparent for the past nineteen years! but she's also been the ONLY person who has never questioned me about my MI! in fact, I doubt she knows. she's never even questioned why I've been so "available" the past ten years; why I could show up for a visit with her any time of day or evening/night; and always saw me for the person I am, not the MIs I have!!!!!
there aren't a lot of things that truely scare me, but losing her would be one of them, cuz I just don't know how badly it will affect me! it could be a whole new bottom to the pit I'm already in.....   
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