When my mania started to get carry away with itself, my psychosis could not forget how everyone said I was lazy. In my sports classes I started bouncing around a bit doing footwork between turns while standing in line. After a week or two I went off the idea. I just talked c $#p instead. Like a uni student .
My Aunt said we were as bad as one another for not sitting still. French teacher. I was never compared. I was a nerd and he was popular and cool.
I remember being at a competition waiting for fight and warming up and being told chill for a minute. I was getting so restless. I didn't want to think. Anymore.