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no its not ridiculous to seek love and support from your family - it does seem like they are unable to give it though which is NOT your fault - its their problem not yours that stops them from seeing you need their support and love - you may need to seek validation and support elsewhere
If you have been in therapy for 6 years and it doesnt seem to be helping you may need to find a new therapist? having siad that - have you discussed this with them and if so what did they suggest?
toxic people dont very often change in my experience - can you join some sort of club to make friends?
vent here and let people reach out and give you their experiences if you feel you can it does help
sending hugs
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture  )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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