Everything around me overwhelms me, so I can't seem to stay positive, focused, or calm. My heightened anxiety kills me.

I think I might be depressed. I'm not eating, I feel like crying, I'm sleeping 10+ hours a day, I want to start over with a new life / clean slate, and I want to accomplish at least one meaningful thing today. I feel hopeless about this all.

Wouldn't it be nice to go back to being a baby and not carry any mental illness genes? Then you can grow up and live a "normal" life, hopefully without medical complications.