Yup, lady shadow I know that merry go round! After a while the highs are just not worth the limit joy.
Good for you Tortie! Way to go. I once holded up in my apartment for months leaving only once a month at 2am ( in my paranoia that was a "safe" time) to pay rent and empty the garbage. I ate very little living on odd ends and bits from the freezer and canned goods.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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