i am so grateful you've scheduled in an extra session for me whilst you're on break but I also feel so so bad about it. I feel like I've been manipulative and horrible and you felt like you had no choice. But I know that you offered, I didn't ask. So why do I feel like I've done something wrong? I also feel like because you offered to give me numbers of other Ts I could contact whilst you're properly away next week it means you're trying to palm me off on someone else? Like were you hoping I'd see someone else and then not come to see you anymore? Or am I just being crazy? Probably the latter, right? I think you're just trying to look out for me, I know you're concerned. I'm concerned too. The fear is so strong right now. See you in 13 days, I guess.