Today’s session I was crying ( which is never good) I keep mentioning my current problems I was headaches due to migraines and she didn’t really listen writing notes on her tablet and then I mentioned I was still having issues with my medication and this is where the anger came in. I said I get dizzy all the time ( mentioned this several times) I get upset stomach and she said it isn’t that.. I tell her I am telling you the truth why don’t you ever listen to me? T finally says you know what I’m done let me tell you cymbalta tons of side effects. T didn’t even listen to me I asked for exeffor or celexa but instead she tunes me out and puts me on cymbalta.I get they are both C words but still really does she even listen to me? I mean ages and ages ago before she even put me on Paxil she suggested exeffor but naive me heard the negatives and since a friend was taking Paxil I went with it and I kick myself everyday because of it. I just want to cry because I feel invisible like she is sorta listening but not really.
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