I am going to start calling Therapists. I was hoping to avoid having to drive an hour + but I’m willing to make it happen if I don’t I’ll wind up telling my husband at some point to drive me 110 miles North where the IP is that I go to.

I don’t post under the ptsd forum as that triggers me, go figure.

I was watching a movie last night and it showed a gun and it was what happened and I went right into a huge panic attack , one of the worst ever .... I was so close to passing out. I would have preferred to pass out to be honest.

Life shouldn’t be this hard.

Thanks Nammu