Mayam, sorry I've been out of touch. You mentioned that you like to work all the time because it makes things easier. Well that, my friend, is EXACTLY how I function and it's kept me from the internet lately. Sorry about that.

But I did read all of your updates and I'm glad you posted them.

I don't know. It sounds to me like you really are doing your best with a crappy situation. My only advice is that, since you seem like an intelligent and caring guy, just trust yourself and do your best. Somehow I sense that you have pretty good instincts and a very good nature and when things get this complicated, that's what everyone depends on.

I hope you keep updating this thread and I hope you're ok.

Be safe.

Cyran0